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Zidan Namanya

Zidan namanya. Pertama ketemu Zidan di tukang sempol ayam, dekat entrance 7 alun-alun Kota Bogor, tadi malam. Dia menawarkan donat, 1 pak isi 2 seharga Rp.5.000. Saya beli 1 pak dan menawarkan sempol ayam. Zidan mengangguk. Tadi pagi, di dalam alun-alun, saya bertemu Zidan lagi. Kali ini, dia tidak membawa donat, melainkan beberapa pak tissue. Saya tegur dia, "Hey, tadi malam jualan donat kan ya?" "Iya Bu, donat punya orang. Sekarang saya bawa tissue, ini juga punya orang. Ibu mau tissue?" Jawabnya. "Boleh deh satu", kata saya. Saya bayar tissuenya, " Ya Allah, makasih banyak Bu". Suara Zidan lirih. Hati saya teriris. Tiba-tiba seorang Ibu lewat sambil membentak, "Jangan di jalan dong!" Sorry, salah kami, ngobrolnya di jalur jalanan dalam alun-alun. Saya gandeng Zidan ke arah pilar taman, dan kemudian kami duduk ngobrol berdua. Kata Zidan ibunya sudah meninggal, ayahnya ngamen di alun-alun, dan kadang di Terminal Loji. "Bapak ngame...

The one thing I don't have right now

It's just a title of small performance I plan to watch this sunday. Only it resembles my life, makes me think of something that I don't have in my life right now, something that's still missing.

I have a good job with a good pay ~ yes of course, with hard times as well ~, and I'm very grateful for that. I have a complete family, albeit some problems here and there, not perfect but still a complete one. I'm also very thankful for that. I have wonderful friends and colleagues, which help me grow in their own way.

But then, I feel something missing here, inside, something that I don't have. The one thing that I don't have right now.

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